It's almost the end of the year. Today's Xmas Eve.
I have no idea how I should describe the year 2012. It started off in a pretty sad state and now it's ending on a pretty sad note too. The year has flown by so quickly that I didn't really have the chance to stop and think for a second or two. This time last year I was very much devastated and broken. Then as 2012 passes by, things got better because of the girlfriends I had with me. I am very thankful for their presence at those points of time when I really needed someone there. Mid 2012 was yet another turn in life. Met so many new people and gained so many new experiences. But guess I made the wrong decision and ended up feeling so lost again at the end of the year.
I think I'm really in need of a good composition of myself before I can move on from here. I never did understand the logic that I've got to be my own before I can be another's. Through these years I've always been living life for whoever I felt were important to me, I've never truly lived life for myself.