I don't understand how pictures never change but the people in them do. Hazel said I changed a lot, compared to when I was back in Sec 1. I didn't realize until she said so. We don't realize how much things and people have changed till we mention the past, our actions and behaviour and comparing them with the present. I guess we all change, it's just whether it's for the better or for the worse. Think I belong to the latter. I don't understand how forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.

P's right. I shouldn't be making someone go through the same hell as me.

Anyway these few days have been the best, and also the worst. My new favourite quotation, "The past is the fucking past." Promises were meant to be broken in the first place didn't they? No matter how much you gave, how true the moments seemed to be, nothing lasts.

Went for clubbing at Rebel 2 nights ago with Sherica and a few of her friends. Downed quite a bit and we went really crazy inside. All the different kinds of moods and emotions, yet not remembering all the faces around me. Just remembered a damn hip Uncle at the dance floor who looked around 70+ years old with awesome dance moves. I salute him.

Met Baby, Bz and Hazel today for a study session + reliving of Secondary school life. Really miss those times, miss all the drama. Good old days. These people I met in Andss are still the best :)

A few more days to Prelims. JYJY!