It still hurts when I think about it during nights like these. I can't recall a single day that I go to bed without thinking of You for as long as I can remember. A good or a bad thing? Good, probably? Reminder to myself that Forever is something that exists only in fairytales, and that you won't always get the things you want no matter how much effort you put in. People change. Feelings change no matter how real they were. It's the sad truth. I thought I knew how to keep someone, but You proved me wrong. Now I don't have the courage anymore, to tell myself that "yes, that person is worth it, just give in your all." I don't dare to give in my all. You reminded me how everything would just turn into flames. I wonder if You know how much You have affected my life. In a good and in a bad way. Can't believe the hurt still feels so real now. Tears are flowing s I'm writing this.