Have no idea what I'm actually doing with my life.

Kind of miss blogging that's why I'm here. I'm dreading school every week. It's 3 weeks till the end of the semester and yet I still feel out of place here. Out of place in hall. Out of place in business school. I don't like the people everywhere. Maybe it's just me. Things with T aren't going that well either. Just need someone to hear my rants, about my thoughts. I miss the people who did, but are no longer here. Yes N, that includes you. But I'm the only one to blame, for screwing things up because I was greedy for more. It's ok. At least I'm learning. Learning to be independent, learning to treasure what I have now. I miss T. Every week it'll be the same routine. 4-5 days of not seeing each other and intense yearn for the weekends to be here already. But then I get so _______ (idk what to fill here but it's not something good) when I actually do see him. Story of my life. I'm thankful for the new people who actually came into my life though. People like Stanley (although this bastard is forever making me envious/stressed up/all the negativity) and Jordyn.

1. Hating hall life.
2. The guitar is my only friend in hall.
3. Sometimes I wish I'm a guy, just so I don't do all these over-thinking.
4. Why the hell am I in Business.
5. Fake people everywhere.
6. Rich people everywhere who take things for granted.
7. Rich wanting to be poor and poor wanting to be rich. Wtf.
8. Hating Singapore's education system even more

I have more hate in my heart than love.