need to vent things out again.
it really gets so damn frustrating that i'm doing this ever so often.
it's the beginning of may today.
the most hated month of the year ever since last year.
on the 14th of this month, it was when everything ended.
the 14th was also when everything started.
the beginning, the end, the ever-lasting pain and agony, all on this date, this month.
i wonder how am i going to survive.
it'll be ridiculous to hide all the calenders from sight right?

life's been good to me for the past few days though.
i love my friends.
just like what they always say, friends are forever.
i remember what i was told,
"i'd rather let go because as friends, it gives me a reason to stay by her side forever."
but actually, it didn't work.
i hope one day i can stop blogging about all these again though.
dumb memories haunting me.
worthless thoughts.