Back here on another random night, with another random emo post but at least, about the same set of feelings. Looks like blogger had a facelift. I've been meeting quite a lot of new people recently. People with different perceptions towards life, people who are full of aims, people who are not full of aims, people who feel that they are at rock bottom, people who are just lost. I know I once mentioned that I was going to stop welcoming new people into my life because I didn't see the point anymore but ok, I didn't mean it. And it actually caught me by surprise that there are so many interesting people around. Tonight, I got to know more about this customer from Acid Bar (which is my new workplace just FYI). He's 4 years older and indeed, been through so much more and has a mindset which is so different from the other people, including me. Having seen the clubbing scene, seeing and experiencing girls jumping straight at him for obvious reasons yet still being able to remain a V, it's damn impressive I would say. Took drugs, been through gang fights, got caught and yet turned out to become someone so ambitious - a photographer and an actor. Impressive. But not really about these, it's how he paints his life to become that inspires me so much. He's the only person I know thus far who knows how to truly live life for his own. Making decisions for himself, don't give in to propaganda, independence, how many people can achieve? I want to be like that too. It's so true that everyone around us are such selfish bastards yet we are not independent at all. How many can or are actually willing to go drinking alone, overseas alone, doing whatsoever alone? Well, I sure won't. It got me thinking, how closely linked everyone are. Scary isn't it? Haha maybe someday I'll want to pick up drugs or touch the cigarettes too. Not because I'm trying to ruin my life, but because everything is worthed a try and you're only young once. Many things in life are based on experiences isnt it? Now it makes me wonder how my life would be now if I hadn't touched my first cup of alcohol in June last year, or what if I started drinking earlier with the guys I won't get to be closed to again?