I promised a New Year Resolution the other time, I think it's about time I do it up. 2011 was quite bad for me so I'm really hoping that the coming year would be kinder to me. So far so good :)
No. 1 This resolution would definitely reflect a little of the past. I want to get You, C and M out of my life for real. I'm tired of looking at You and C change so much. I don't even know what went wrong. Read a quote from somewhere: "People don't change, they just become more like themselves." Maybe that's what happened to you guys. I can never communicate with you guys anymore, even as friends. Looking at you would just remind me of all the disappointment and sorrow I've been fighting hard to overcome. It's time I did something for myself and not You. Since you guys can just ditch a friend like this for someone because of her looks, I don't see a point in keeping you guys even as friends. I'm tired of the dramas as well. One thing for sure, never would I regret slapping that slut and pointing my middle finger at her in front of everyone else. I've never seen such a shameless person before in my entire life. And to think that I even forgave her the first time. Well, time will let you guys see her true colours. If you guys aren't blind that is.
No. 2 Keep up with the rest of my friends. I recognize those who have been here for me and I would really want them to stay for yet another year, and more years to come. I thank God for letting me meet so many great people over the past few months, as well as grow closer with existing friends. I'm glad I found back my primary school friends. People like Mandy, Zhihao, Canice, Sherry, Jon, Xueyong, they are really an awesome bunch. I'm glad I grew closer to Bengyee and Jasmine too, the mutual bitching sessions have been great haha!
No. 3 To become closer to the family. This is one resolution which I've never fully carried out every year. I admit that I'm the one who's not making the effort. I'm not really a family person, although I understand the fact that the family's the only people who would be there for you when all else fails. Nobody can quite understand how tough it is for me to communicate with my parents. Dad has hearing disabilities, and Mum is a little mentally challenged, so I only have myself at home. It gets lonely sometimes, if you understand, that's why I'd stay out late almost everyday. But I really wanna thank Mum for allowing me to revamp my room. It definitely feels way more cosy than before, and the revamp brought me to someone :) I'm thankful.
No. 4 Get into a good University. I have a feeling my results are pretty screwed. Dreading the arrival of March so much...............urgh don't wanna think about it. GP's so screwed I'm afraid I might need to redo my Alevels this year. Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
No. 5 Learn guitar & dance. I need some new passion to brighten up my life haha. But first, I need to be more serious in my work and earn enough money to get myself a proper guitar and to be able to sign up for the dance course.
No. 6 Travel to Taiwan/Bangkok. I really really really really really miss Taiwan alottttt!!!!! Haha I've been whining about Taiwan since forever. Going to Hongkong made me miss Taiwan even more because it's so much better than Hk in terms of the shopping :( I'm owing so many people so much money now so I guess this resolution would need quite some time to get checked. AH SO SAD.
Dk what else already laaaa. SAYO HAHA.