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Friday, December 9, 2011
2:14 AM
It's either you never did or always will.
I came across a blog whose words are so relatable. At least I'm not the only one going through such an ordeal. But she's so much more blessed than I am. Ok why did I forget about what I read from a psychology book months ago -slaps self- I must stop comparing with others in order to be happy.

You know, all my life I've been helping people out in solving their problems, but nobody actually bothered to even take a look at mine. But I'm lucky to have a few nicer friends who would randomly pop by and ask me how I've been, I'm sincerely grateful for their kindness. People like xiaobai, blodwen and yanjun, they're really such kind souls :') Actually, it's really satisfying to get to be of some help to the people close to me. Even though they might not appreciate it wholeheartedly, but it's the giving that's warming. As long as they're happy, right? I remember tweeting something about it being a wrong decision from the start, I was wrong about being wrong I guess. Today i walked past the fire post, and I recalled what happened that night. Doesn't matter now anyway.

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Leading a brand new life now.

Been partying so much lately that even people are starting to ask me why I do on Formspring..........it just helps me forget about life for the night, can't isit??? Doesn't mean clubbing=bad girl right? :(

Monday night:
Post-prom at Zouk was one of the most enjoyable nights I had. Me and Jasmine brought the AJ troop in, adding to the already-packed space by CJ NY and RJ. I had a feel of how it was like to be a ticket distributor that night!! Siao one, had to collect money and get tix for 20 people. Over $400 was in my wallet. HENG AH NOBODY ROBBED ME. I remember making a fool out of myself inside, and outside. Fell on the stairs, read out their names to prove that I wasn't drunk, going up the stage to dance, spilling Ken's $80 worth of shots, losing XL and Mandy half of the time...............ruined my reputation liao la T^T

Wednesday night:
IT WAS THE MOST ENDURING NIGHT EVA. We cycled for 6 hours, a total of 35km. CALL US GODS. Alright it was nothing compared to the Standard Chartered 42km runners, SALUTE. We cycled from east coast to changi village for a plate of Nasi lemak and a cup of ice milo and back again to east coast. Got lost in tampines and when we asked passersby for directions to east coast, their faces were EPIC! -laughs hysterically- Crossing the expressway was still the best of all. Almost got ourselves killed lor, I bet the drivers who saw us running across must be like 'wtf these girls doing?!?!' But anyway, we reached back to East Coast safely and bao's dad drove us home THANK GOD.

Thursday:
Out with Joann! Horrible, horrible start to the day, with a bad sore throat, numb legs and flu. Luckily I miraculously got better through the day. Caught New Year's Eve which was....not as nice as the apple show hahahah. It wasn't bad too. Saw a couple of 1210 peeps, SO MALU PLEASE AFTER MON NIGHT. *hides behind the bushes*

Sorry ah not much photos.