Gonna have a proper post today! (ikr it's been agessss)

Today has been a very fulfilling day for me. Went for the Alpha Scholarship Tea session held in the afternoon and I've pretty much gained alot of insights to the world of...scholarships. Always known that I needed one in order to get into university because of my family's financial background, but I just didn't know which. I have always been ignorant about this whole 'scholarship world' since I'm a lazybug who refuses to do my own research hehe. Ok I must say I still have this long list of question marks in my mind now regarding what I want to do in future, which scholarships I want to go for, or even which university I want to go to. But I've sort of settled my mind that I want to go into the health sciences sector. Mainly because, I want to help people. (so kindhearted right!!) the speech therapist who gave the talk just now inspired me, especially when she talked about how she worked with children and they were so thankful that they wrote cards for her etc etc. Thats damn heartwarming isn't it?? ^^ Annabel kinda judged me for a moment just now though, labeling me as a pedophile ): I'm still considering if I should go for the scholarship or not though, since the local universities don't present opportunities for studies in the health science sector. Which means that I have to go overseas universities for studies. Good or bad thing? Exposure to the outside world > family and friends?

Another thing, I read zhiying's blog for the past few days (no I'm not a stalker!) and I came across her theory on this emoticon ':<' I got pretty fascinated about it. Ok so, I'm feeling :< In comparison to the normal emoticon :(, this one has a steeper bracket, which signifies a deeper sorrow? Hahah interestinggg. So when I fall into depression, it means that I'm feeling :--, where the bracket eventually becomes a straight line. Rofl. Kudos to zhiying's theory!

Yay this is such a complete post, I feel so proud of myself! Thumbs up for me (Y)