Maybe as time pass by, things change. Maybe I should stop wishing things would go back to the way they were 4 years ago. Those days were certainly the best ones in my life. But as time goes by, we all change, we all become creatures who start hurting each other, spurting out words like venom, doing things we know would break hearts. Why are we even like this? Life is starting to become so meaningless to me. Have no idea what would come next, no sense of security, no nothing. I used to feel that everyday, do you remember? My life has become so fragile, I've been fighting for it - even against my own hands. Sometimes, I just can't control these hands, if you get what I mean. Perhaps through these years, I've become a burden. Someone stopping you from reaching your dreams, someone pulling you back from letting you live your life to the fullest. Just how do I stop being a burden? Maybe if I just agreed to your request, you'll be happy. What about me? Would I be happy? In fact, it's a matter of time. I don't know how long more.