I know people are refreshing this page over and over again because they want to know what happened between me and him. I'm here to tell you the reason, and it's the reason he gives. "we're not meant to be", "things will never go back to the way they were before"

People change. Feelings change. But mine didn't.

I came across a few quotes on tumblr. "What hurts is not seeing that people have changed. What hurts is remembering who they were."

Somebody told me "It’s not worthed it to keep going back to someone who doesn’t appreciate everything of our past."

I'm really tired. You don't ever see the things I've done for you. Getting girls' numbers for you just because I thought you wanted it because you merely wanted to have more friends, getting Carlson to talk to you and train your muscles with you because you're upset over being ostracised in school, praying for you every single night when all of your "friends" bastard you and say they wanna fight you, staying up late and neglecting all my schoolwork so that I can write up notes for you, keeping everything I'm upset with inside because I'm afraid you'd get angry and upset, seeing you look at other girls and talking about them yet not making any noise if not you'd say I don't trust you.

Trust. I trust you so much. I just didn't want to see you go, don't you understand?

You said I'm treating you as a pushover. Have you ever thought of me?


Everybody's telling me that I can find someone better. I want to believe so too. But I know I would never get out of this. I love you.

"if you love somebody, let the person go." I know that's your mentality. But I'm telling you, it's not true. “the measure of love is when you love without measure. there are rare chances that you’ll meet the person you love and who loves you in return. so once you have it, don’t ever let go. the chance might never come your way again.”










This was yesterday.