I have many questions for you. But they are all trapped in my mouth, I can't find the right words to convey them to you. I'm afraid. I'm too afraid to try, because I know what your reaction would be, and I don't want to ruin everything again. It's always because of me.

But just why? Why wouldn't you tell me you love me anymore?
Why wouldn't you say you miss me?
Why wouldn't you tell me all the sweet things you used to say?
Why wouldn't you call me baby/dear or even sotongheadnow?

Was it something I did? Is it because you're tired, tired of having me around and want to give up?
I have no answers. I can just guess. I keep guessing, keep on guessing, and this ache never goes away.

There's only that much I can do.

I miss you alot. Can you feel it?