I'm lost.

So many things happened in the past few days. All bad ones. Seriously I don't understand why. Why must things be like that, what wrong did we do. Grandma I really miss you. I felt like a failure when I saw you struggling on the bed yet couldn't do anything to help you. But I hope you saw that everybody were there beside you.

Life is so unfair. I just hope the man above would read the hidden message I left for him over at another space and heard the many prayers I said to him.

This place can never hold my feelings anymore, time to move to somewhere more peaceful.